潔淨的心靈

母親，您這樣對我說：“一個不潔淨的心靈不能結出愛及合一的果實。一個不潔淨的心靈不能作出正確及合理的事情；因此，也都見證不了上帝的愛。”

我知道，我身上有著一根刺

夜雨

一個人的孤獨，一個人的惆悵，一個人的無家可歸。

無話可說，

只想安靜, 縱容一下自己偶爾的失控，偶爾的傷感。

夜雨如述………

天地之間的孤魂不過如此了……

存在是一種負擔,

永恆是一種罰……

LOVE AND PAIN

The pain experienced by some people is so strong that their longing for love is unsatiable. Ironically, those who desire so much love very often miss the love that is made available to them. They refuse to see it or they may not recognize the grace offered. In a sense this is what makes pain more painful. When love has been deprived from someone at a very early age, it is hard for a person to recognize it, even though the longing for it maybe intense. And because love can be mistaken as something aggresive, it can be treated with suspicion, thus discouraging the giver from pursuing his good intentions. Eventually making its potential beneficiary more isolated.

Perhaps it is the expectation on how love should come to them. Or it is even the idea that love should come as the solution to their immediate problems that blinds people from receiving God's grace. Yet it is not the nature of love to solve problems. Don't you see this? Is it the food that you give to the hungry that really makes them happy? Food definitely satisfies the pangs of hunger. But it is the eventual realization that someone really cares about him that brings the joy to that person. A sum of money given to a financially strapped individual may bring relief, but the experience of someone willing to share with you what he has is what moves a soul to tears.

What then does love do if it does not solve problems? Jesus loves all of us so much and proved it by his willingness to die on the cross. He died a violent death, if that is what is needed to wake us up. In Matthew's 11:30 Jesus said "take my yoke upon you and learn from me for I am gentle and humble of heart; and you will find rest, for my yoke is good and my burden is light". Jesus did not say if you follow me you will not carry any burden. Yet many find rest in carrying a burden when they follow Christ. Perhaps it is the assurance that "I am with you" in your difficulties and suffering that gives you that joy to persevere. It is not the freedom from a yoke that gives us happy. But it is the consolation that someone recognizes our pain, walks with us in our sufferings, helps us with our burdens and smiles with us as He wipes and sweat and tears that give us true joy.

當我......

當我們渴求智慧,上帝就給予難題讓我們去解決；

當我們渴求勇氣,上帝就給予危險讓我們去征服；

當我們渴求愛,上帝就給予危難中的人,讓我們去幫助；

看起來我們沒有得到任何想要的，

但我們最終卻得到了所有我們需要的，

所以,為一切所經歷的感恩！

LORD,Give me courage

I hope love is always there.
I hope we all can love ,even loving people who may not be easy to love!
Lord,Give me the courage to love this world and all the people !
Amen!

沙粒的傷

那一日在海邊，心情有些憂鬱，於是躲過人群，獨自向西遊去，不知遊了多久，穿過暗礁和水下的“草原”，不計較皮膚被礁石劃破，也不計較海草對肢體的糾纏，向著遠方遊去。在數公里很遠的

海岸上，在蔥蘢的綠色樹木中有一道淺藍色的柵欄，後面隱約有著花園和房舍，想像那裏住著仙人一般的人，沒有凡間的憂慮。

於是游啊遊啊，近了，近了，不過幾百米的距離……，突然身體有些擱淺，被石頭磕碰了一陣，清澈的海水突然變得深暗起來，這是一大片數百米海底“草原”，海底下長滿了長長的海草，而且大大小小礁石無數，和我前面遇到的情形不一樣，更複雜了。我的身體已經被礁石劃到一些地方，現在又要從一大片礁石中穿過，不僅如此，這麼大片的水草中說不定有蛇或是海膽，這任何一樣都會給我苦頭吃。但再看看自己的目的地，就在前面了……。唉真的要去看仙人嗎？明知道沒有，都是自己幻想出來的東西，何必要讓它成真的呢？就讓它一直在我的想像中一直那樣的美好而遙不可及，不是很好嗎？想通了心裏當下釋然，於是慢慢往回游。

今天是個好天氣，海水很平靜，沒有什麼浪，只是柔波蕩漾，已是下午四點，太陽也給浮雲讓了路，不在烈焰四射而是躲在雲彩之後了。我很享受這一刻，頭腦裏只有安靜，眼目裏只有海的藍，天的藍，以及雲朵的慵懶。

路過一片安靜的沙灘，沙質很好。白白的好細好軟好晶瑩，於是就在那裏休息起來。閉上眼睛睡在淺水中，任憑海浪把身體一點一點地往上推，不過一不小心，海浪卻沖進了眼鼻，呵呵，鹹鹹的海水很嗆人呢。只好坐直了身體，撐著下巴打量著四周。

身體下的沙真的很美，捧起一吧來細細的看，唉，這每一顆的沙礫怕都有上一年的歷史吧？他們的前身或許都是頑硬的礁石，在海浪一年又一年，一遍又一遍溫柔的打磨下，大礁石變成了小礁石，小礁石又變成了沙。這時水下了一塊卵石頭引起了我的注意，我撈起它來，只見沙化的頂部長起了柔柔的綠色小海草，十分的可愛，摸起來毛絨絨的，觸感好親切，啊。只在沙化的部位小海草才長呢，要不石頭太硬種子無法立足啊。

就這樣，這個下午靜靜地和大海相處，只是這些小小的發現已經讓我開心。也許下一刻我回到人群中還有好多的事情要硬著頭皮面對，但這一刻我還可以在孤獨中放鬆，還可以在天海之間和上帝談心。

我所有的苦和累他都知道，我的是與不是他都理解。我也知道他對我並不求全責備……

Love 愛情

Love 愛情

　　I love you not because of who you are,
but because of who I am when I am with you.
　　我愛你，不是因為你是一個怎樣的人，
而是因為我喜歡與你在一起時的感覺。
　　No man or woman is worth your tears,
and the one who is ,won't make you cry.
　　沒有人值得你流淚，
值得讓你這麼做的人不會讓你哭泣。
　　The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside
them knowing you can't have them.
　　失去某人，最糟糕的莫過於，
他近在身旁，卻猶如遠在天邊。
　　Never frown, even when you are sad,
because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
　　縱然傷心，也不要悉眉不展，
因為你不知是誰會愛上你的笑容。
　　To the world you may be one person,
but to one person you may be the world.
　　對於世界而言，你是一個人；
但是對於某人，你是他的整個世界。
　　Don't waste your time on a man/woman,
who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
　　不要為那些不願在你身上花費時間的人而浪費你的時間。
　　Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
　　愛你的人如果沒有按你所希望的方式愛你，
那並不代表他們沒有全心全意地愛你。
　　Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
　　不要著急，最好的總會在最不經意的時候出現。

　　Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.